Date Published: 10-06-2021
Publisher: Indies United
Escaping from her childhood, Sheela, flees her aunt's motel where she is forced to work as a cleaning maid and provide ‘favors’ for wealthy guests and winds up in Miami in Kit Malone's fancy brothel. Beautiful and stately, Sheela becomes a high-class prostitute, a millionaire’s mistress and a Billy Rose showgirl. When she meets the love of her life in Manhattan, the charming but naïve Julius Clark, life blossoms into something both frightening and titillating. But when Sheela gives birth to her daughter, Fanny, it is this shadowy and stormy relationship that alters the course of both of their destinies and defines their future.
Chapter Three
No
one saw Darryl again in Clearwater, Florida, for several years. Rena never said
a word when Sheela came back from the park with red eyes and torn clothes. She
just stared at the girl and nodded.
Her
sister’s elbow jabbed her in her ribs. “Oh, shit,” Sheela heard her whisper.
Their
aunt picked up a hammer from the kitchen drawer and dashed up the stairs. They
heard the yelling and took off toward the back, where they crouched behind a
trellis and stared up at their aunt's bedroom. They never saw Daryl again after
that day. Although it was a relief not to have him lurking about, Sheela was
constantly afraid he would show up again and kill her.
“Oh,
don’t worry,” Leda said. “I’m sure Aunt Rena has hammered him to death by now
and fed his body to the fish.”
Rena
must have divorced Darryl at some point because she found a new husband within
three months of his disappearance. Chester Moody was a beefy man who liked to
sit on the front porch and take naps in the rocker. He brought the girls to
fierce hysterics because he snored so loudly the guests raised their eyebrows
and politely glanced in another direction. Rena talked to him constantly, even
when he appeared to be asleep. She put him to work in the kitchen, along with
Leda and Sheela, and hired a girl to clean the rooms. A much nicer arrangement
for Sheela and Leda because even though they had to clean
up after him, they got to lick up all the chocolate sauce from the pots.
Sheela
had a boyfriend in her senior year named Calvin Woods. He was always holding
her hand and carrying her books, and he would come by every evening to sit with
her on the porch of her aunt’s motel.
“Come
on, Sheela, let’s go down to the beach,” he’d say.
Sheela
would check to see whether Aunt Rena was around and quickly jump the porch
railing to run off with Calvin.
She
thought he was the best-looking boy she’d ever seen. His hair was a fine soft
brown that hugged his neck in wisps that fell onto his collar, and best of all,
he had deep dimples that showed up in his cheeks every time he smiled.
Every
boy in Clearwater thought Sheela was the prettiest girl they’d ever seen up
close and envied Calvin the luck of winning her heart.
“What
do you see in him, Sheela?” they’d shout. “He’s a weirdo, so shy he stutters.”
“That’s
precisely what I like about him.” Sheela wasn't so young she couldn't tell the
difference between a bunch of roughnecks and a true gentleman.
She
found it endearing that Calvin blushed around her so much of the time. He was a
bookworm, too. He liked to read her chapters from favorite novels, passages he
would underline in red. Calvin Woods wrote her so many love letters, they
filled her chest at the motel. Sheela loved that he was so tall and lanky he
had to duck through doors, and his knees were so high when he sat that even the
cats didn’t know where to find his lap.
“Marry
me, Sheela,” he whispered in her ear, then fell to his knees on the sand, and
searched her eyes. “Be mine forever.”
Sheela
contemplated the ocean and a boat so far away it looked as if she could hold it
in her hand.
“I
can’t,” she whispered. “But I love you, Calvin. Don’t ever forget that.”
He
looked at her sadly and rose to his feet. “Okay,” he said. “I’ll wait.”
Most
everyone thought they would get married after graduation. So it came as quite a
shock when Sheela disappeared. Pensive and despondent for a while, Calvin
eventually wound up marrying a girl from Orlando whom he’d met on a trip. There
was a rumor in Clearwater that Sheela wrote Calvin a letter right after leaving
town, telling him that she’d never come back to marry him. There was another
rumor going around as well. People said that Sheela went and met herself a
millionaire in Miami and didn’t have the time of day anymore for a poor boy
like Calvin.
Chapter Four
Sheela
had seventy-five dollars in her pocket the day she slammed the door of the Sea
Spray Inn for the last time and hitched a ride to Miami. She’d been saving the
money ever since that first time with Eugene Howe.
“I’ll
have dinner in my room tonight.” Eugene smiled at Rena. “Do you think I can
have some company? Perhaps your pretty niece, the tall one?”
Rena
snapped her fingers, quickly turning her neck to find Sheela.
“Oui, my niece is quite beautiful, isn’t
she?” And the unstated negotiations began as Eugene put one hand on his wallet,
and the other quite close to his fly.
“I’ll
see what I can do,” she told him.
Eugene
Howe had been vacationing at the Sea Spray Inn for years but started coming
more often once he retired. He always took the best room and requested thick
steaks and rich desserts. Rena always ordered a special case of whiskey when he
came to town, and she spent many hours with him in the parlor, re-filling his glass
and increasing his tab.
“Mr.
Howe is one of the most prominent men in his home state of Alabama. Take
special care of him, Sheela.” Rena leaned close and looked into her eyes. “He
has a certain fondness for you. Why don’t you serve him in his room tonight?
You remind him of his daughter.” She smiled with an absence of effort.
Sheela
did not dislike Mr. Howe. In truth, he encouraged her to talk to him about
school and what she liked to do with her time. Sometimes he brought out
photographs of his wife and children. With a despondent sigh, he mentioned that
his wife had died several years before, and he was very lonely.
“He
has something special to show you tonight,” Rena said. “You be nice to him.
These are hard times.”
Sheela
looked at her aunt’s face. “And perhaps I have something special to show him,
too?” she said with a sneer.
Sheela
watched as Eugene uncovered a wine-colored folder that looked as if it were
made of satin. He brought it to the edge of the bed and patted the space beside
him. “Come sit by me,” he said as he carefully unwrapped it.
Sheela
sat close to Mr. Howe in case he cried over more family photographs. The poor
man’s hands were shaking, and he was breathing so heavily, the bed moved. But
it wasn’t a picture of his wife that he showed her. Neither was it a picture of
his daughter, Delia. He showed her, instead, photographs of naked people
engaged in all sorts of odd behavior. She particularly wanted to laugh at the
one with all the bare-assed ladies dancing with one another; but she intuited
laughter would be inappropriate because Mr. Howe was so intensely serious. She
felt him put his hand over hers, and she quickly stood up. He cocked his head
at her for a moment, then he reached in his inside pocket and counted out
bills. There must have been at least twenty bills that he counted and forced
into her hand.
“Your
aunt said you would be nice to me,” he said.
She
stared at him. He was heavily bearded. She didn’t like that. His stomach rolled
over so many times, he looked deformed. She didn’t like that, either. She
noticed the jowls in his cheeks. He was running his tongue over his lips,
looking up at her as if he would pounce like a hungry lion if she gave him the
slightest provocation. She stared at the money. It made her think of what her
aunt had said to her. You’d be surprised how good he’d be to you if you
grant him a favor or two.
“Are
you a virgin?” he asked her.
“That’s
for me to know and for you to find out,” she said.
He
laughed at that. “I know you have a boyfriend. This won’t interfere.”
Sheela
pushed Calvin from her mind. Aunt Rena was always telling her that Calvin would
never get out of the trailer park. She stared back at Eugene Howe. She wanted
money. Her witch of an aunt didn’t give her a dime. She just needed a little
money to get out of Clearwater forever, and away from all those damn dirty
dishes and smelly toilets.
“If I
turn out to be a virgin, it’s going to cost you more than this.” She stared
into his eyes and put the money on the bed.
Eugene
stopped licking his lips. He also stopped his deep breathing. His mouth drooped
a little as he watched her.
“You’re
made for this.” He grinned as Sheela’s fingers traced the buttons on her
blouse.
Chapter Five
Throughout
Sheela’s final year in high school, Eugene sent her gifts: garters and lace
brassieres that he told her to wear for him on his next trip down to the Sea
Spray Inn. He visited Clearwater at least once a month to see her. One month he
sent down a friend, Wes Monroe, a boisterous, handsome man at least six feet
tall. With his striking mane of thick black hair and a dramatic mustache, her
Aunt Rena said he was a dead ringer for Clark Gable. But though he gave Sheela
even more money than Eugene, he never touched her. He only wanted her to watch
him while he slowly disrobed, paraded himself in front of her, and pulled on
himself until he ejaculated all over his hands and fell to his knees, groaning
and sobbing.
Sheela
was generous with her money. Her aunt took most of it, but she had enough to
take her sister to the movie theater whenever they could sneak away from the
motel. She sent money to both her brothers, and she promised Leda she would
send her money from Miami.
“Find
a place of your own, Leda,” she said, handing her a fistful of ten-dollar
bills. “Leave that bitch in the dust.”
It
was just one week after her high school graduation that Sheela took Leda by the
arm and led her off toward Cleveland Street.
“I’ve
got enough saved now,” she excitedly told Leda. “It’s time for me to get the
hell out of here.”
“Out
of here to where, sister?” Leda asked, looking at Sheela like she’d lost her
mind.
“Miami.”
Sheela
had no concrete plan. Miami was a random choice because it sounded like the
most exciting place to be. She knew by now that she’d never starve: that there
would always be a man around to fill her purse.
“What
about Calvin?” Leda asked.
Sheela
looked away. Calvin respected her. When he got carried away and tried to touch
her in all her secret places, he would stop himself and apologize. He begged
her forgiveness over and over until she finally told him he didn’t have to
worry about his hands anymore. But being with Calvin was like leading two
lives. After the time with Eugene Howe, it all changed. She couldn’t think of
lying down with Calvin and accepting his tenderness, not after Eugene.
“I
don’t know,” Sheela said, taking in her sister’s shock.
“I
thought you loved him,” Leda said, her confusion apparent.
Sheela
had become distant with Calvin after Eugene soiled things. She pretended to
have stomachaches and leg cramps. Calvin would bring two aspirins out from his
mother’s cupboard and hand them to Sheela with a cup of water.
“Feeling
better now?” he’d ask while the crinkles over his nose deepened.
“Uh-huh,”
Sheela would tell him and watch the way the sun played on his hair with a halo
of streaks that turned the brown to gold.
Sheela
took her sister’s hands and sat her down on a bench.
“Sometimes
I dream that Calvin and I are married, and we’re so happy we never stop
laughing. But then the dream changes and Calvin turns into Eugene Howe, and the
walls in our house suddenly fill up with Mr. Howe’s dirty photographs. I try to
escape, but then Papa shows up and puts wax in the keyholes so I can’t jimmy
the lock. I scream and beg to be let out, but Papa ignores my cries. Then Aunt
Rena appears with a salacious sneer on her face. She locks me in with Mr. Howe
and throws the keys to all the rooms into the sea.”
Leda
looked into her gaze. “I understand,” Leda said tearfully. “I’ll pray for you,
Sheela, every day.”
Sheela
didn’t say goodbye to Calvin the day she left Clearwater. She hitched a ride
from Cleveland Street with a traveling salesman, feeling as free as a fish in
water. It was an adventure for Sheela to ride out of town, knowing she was
never coming back. It was like digging a hole in the sand and really
discovering China.
Chapter Six
The
house had a silver dome and stood majestically on three quiet acres of land.
The ceiling curved and gently rested on beveled columns with gilded posts. The
marble floor was almost nude in color and captured footsteps in its shine. The
deep rich mahogany staircase lifted with a grand sweep, like an arm in reach.
The upstairs rooms were carpeted in muted tones and lit by Tiffany-shaded
lamps. Chaise longues covered in satin nonchalantly stretched before drapes of
silk and stared back at beds smothered in velvet.
Sheela
had been greeted at the front door as if she were someone’s best friend or, at
least, a relative not seen in years. The tour of the mansion lasted half an
hour. Overwhelmed, Sheela breathed in the perfumed air and followed Kit Malone
into the “afternoon parlor.”
“I
call it my ‘afternoon parlor’ because of this wonderful light.”
Sheela
looked past tall windows and onto trees that shaded rose bushes and tulips.
“Please
be seated.” Kit pointed to a couch that looked as if it had been spun with
gold.
Sheela
sank into pillows that seemed to hug her body from all directions. Kit sat
across from her in a chair with long, clawed arms and legs that stood on point
like prima ballerinas frozen in motion.
Sheela
guessed Kit was her Aunt Rena’s age, at least forty-five, though it was hard to
tell. Kit was still beautiful. Her golden yellow hair wound around her head in
a crown of waves; her hands and legs were long and slender, and her breasts
round and curved up from her low-cut blouse, revealing skin that looked as soft
as a baby’s cheek. She smiled at Sheela.
“We’re
going to work on that accent. You’re a bit too Southern.”
Sheela
nodded. She would do anything Kit told her to do. It hadn’t been an easy
decision to enter the house, but now she was inside, she was sure she had made
the right choice. She had almost turned back. She had circled the property
three times before she decided to ring the bell. The man who had told her about
the mansion said she’d be a fool not to hitch her horse to Kit’s wagon. He told
her she’d make more money than she ever dreamed possible. Word had it that Kit
Malone was good to her girls, and her clients weren’t street scum, either. Kit’s
client list included some very well-known, wealthy men about town. The
man had spoken to her like a school adviser suggesting a course
of study. Then he had put his hand in hers, kissed her on the cheek and told
her to get out of that two-bit bar they were in and cash in on her class.
“Though
men do like a bit of a Southern drawl, you’ll find that my men like a refined,
well-spoken woman.” Kit leaned forward and reached for her afternoon tea. She
stared at Sheela and smiled again. “You will have men eating out of your hand.”
She laughed, and the sound of her laughter was as lighthearted as morning
birds.
Sheela
tried to maintain focus on Kit’s eyes as she spoke and not to stare at the
paintings that hung on the walls like rectangular paper coffins, revealing
effigies of naked women, unnerving the beholder with their sad and seductive
stares.
Kit
sipped her tea and continued, “Pleasing men is an art that can be cultivated
and learned. For God’s sake, listen to everything they say, or pretend to.
Stroke their egos even more tenderly than their genitals.” She sat back in her
chair. “And remember, beautiful women are feared as much as they are desired.
Power is always with a woman if she knows how to use it. I tell you this so you
can have everything you want in life. Most people don’t know how to get what
they want. It’s so simple. First, you must be committed to it with all your
heart, and then ask yourself how you’re going to attain it. Are your assets in
place?” Kit leaned forward and placed her tea on the table. “Beauty and
brains, my dear, those are the assets of choice for a woman. You must have
both, and clearly, you do. You will use your assets wisely in this house.
Exercise your sense of humor, listen with rapt attention, and never disagree
with a man unless you do so as softly as melting butter. Always tell men what
they want to hear. Build your fortress!”
Kit
got up and went to the window.
“We do not work before 4 P.M or after 2 A.M.” She drew back
the drapes and turned to Sheela. “I want you to meet someone.”
Kit’s
tone changed as she called out toward the yard. It took on an uncharacteristic
excitement. “Alice! Bring her inside!”
Alice
entered with a confidence that made Sheela take notice. She was a serious young
woman who appeared no older than seventeen. Her skin was a cocoa brown, and her
loveliness was apparent even in her unflattering black uniform. In her
arms, she carried a tan-and-white King Charles spaniel. Kit quickly fell to her
knees and held out her arms.
“Sweetie
Pie, come to Mama.”
The
puppy ran around in splendid circles kissing and licking his mistress with the
exuberance of a crazed lightning bug, her little tail ticking from side to side
like an over-wound clock. Sheela let out the first laugh she had had since she
left Clearwater.
“Come
on, Sheela,” Kit called to her. “Come, say hello to Sweetie Pie.”
Sheela
fell to her knees and let the puppy jump up and nip at her nose. Kit arched her
back, squared her legs, and then chased the dog around on all fours, while Sheela
followed. They scuffled around the “afternoon parlor” after Sweetie Pie, as
the puppy leaped on and off chairs and flew over small tables. Alice looked on
in quiet amusement and Sheela laughed so hard, her sides hurt.
“Miss
Kit was a Ziegfield girl,” Alice told her while Sheela unpacked a small bag she
had brought back from the rooming house over the bar. “She’s well over forty.
Shouldn’t be crawling around the floor like that at her age.”
“Really?”
Sheela
easily imagined Kit in a chorus line with her hair touching on her shoulders
and her long shapely legs strutting across a stage as if she were Queen
of the Nile.
“Where
you from, girl?” Alice asked as she reclined in the chaise and stretched her
legs out with a deep and tired breath.
“Jacksonville,”
Sheela said quickly. She would never tell anyone she was from Clearwater. That
was just a place haunted by senescence and speckled with little hotels like her
Aunt Rena’s. Home was the little two-story house on Cherry Street with the long
yellow wall and the torn wallpaper that had followed her up the stairs with
tiny, faded roses opening and closing. It was where she lived when her Mama was
alive.
“Jacksonville?
That’s my home. My daddy and brothers are still there. I send them money. Guess
what? I make more money than my daddy.”
“No
kidding?” Sheela looked at her and smiled politely. “I wonder if we ever passed
each other on the street.”
“I
doubt it,” Alice said with a tilt to her eyebrows.
Sheela
felt the blush on her face appear. The only time she ever really saw any
colored people was when her mama took her to see a Baptist choir at the old
cathedral on Third Street once.
Alice
smiled and lit herself one of Sheela’s cigarettes.
“You know, she brings that little dog out every time a new
girl comes.”
“Why?”
Sheela put the last of her belongings away and jumped onto the bed. It gently
moved to the bounce and then settled back. “Oh, what a bed,” she said as she
let out a sigh that might never have ended if Alice hadn’t interrupted her.
“You
don’t have much, do you, girl?”
Sheela
didn’t answer. Her hands back over her head, she settled against a large plum
pillow.
“No
matter. Miss Kit going to buy you some clothes.”
“Why
does she bring the dog out?” Sheela asked as she stared up at the vaulted
ceiling and smiled at the cherub mural.
“If a
girl don’t take to the dog, she don’t get hired.”
Alice
rested her hands back under her head, too, and kicked off her slippers.
“Why
not?” Sheela crawled to the foot of the bed and stared at her new friend.
“Miss
Kit says if a girl don’t like the dog, she’s too cold to be worth anything. She
says men like to marry cold women, but they like their whores warm and
friendly.”
Sheela
rolled over in laughter. Alice was startled at first, but she welcomed the
chance to share the humor and soon joined Sheela in her fit of hysterics. By
the time their ten minutes of complete loss of control ended, they were
both curled up on the Persian rug and holding their sides.
“Are
you one of the girls?” Sheela finally asked her.
“Shoot,
no.” Alice sat up and wiped the tears from her eyes. “Ain’t no colored girls
working here. I take care of things for Miss Kit.”
“I
bet she’d take you on. You’re real pretty.”
“She
did once ask me if I was interested.” Alice produced a warm round smile, and
the memory of the moment made her laugh again.
“What’s
so funny about a proposition?” Sheela leaned back on her hands and rested her
feet up against the bed.
“I
said, ‘Miss Kit, with all due respect, I don’t want to work in your whorehouse.
I’m saving myself for love.’”
Sheela
sat straight up and giggled. “You said what?”
“Hell,
girl, ain’t enough money in whoring to make me deliver used goods to my man.
And besides, there’s more money in running a brothel than spreading yourself
all over the place. That’s where there’s real money. You getting thirty
percent, she’s getting seventy.”
“Where
did she get this mansion?” Sheela asked. Her curiosity was piqued now, and she
wanted to know everything there was to know about Kit Malone.
“This
was a gangster’s house during prohibition. He got himself killed in 1928, and
they tried to turn the place into a hospital, but it never happened. So it just
sat around doing nothing till Miss Kit bought it in 1932.”
“Where
does she come from?”
Sheela
wondered how anyone could accumulate enough money to buy a place this big. But
the door opened then, and Kit entered. She smiled at the girls on the rug.
Sweetie Pie hung from her arms in a pant, her regal little face looking oddly
childlike and affable. Alice stood up quickly and dusted off her uniform.
Miss
Kit pointed her finger at Alice and slowly moved it from side to side.
“What’s
the rule of the house, Alice Henry?”
“Colored
help don’t mingle,” she answered with her head bowed.
Alice
kept her eyes to the floor. Sheela noticed the deep glow to her cheeks.
Sheela
stared at Kit, her own face turning color.
“What
else, Miss Henry?” Kit asked her sweetly and softly.
“Colored
girl here to serve,” Alice answered slowly.
Kit
held out the dog and told Alice to take it to bed. Then she said goodnight to
Sheela and nonchalantly added that she’d make friends with the other girls soon
enough and not to distract the colored help.
About the Author
Vera Jane Cook was born in New York City and has been a city girl ever since. As an only child, she turned to reading novels at an early age and was deeply influenced by an eclectic group of authors. Before Jane became a writer, she worked in the professional theatre and appeared on television, in regional theatre, film and off Broadway.
At the age of fifty Jane began to write novels. Some of her titles include Dancing Backward in Paradise, winner of an Eric Hoffer Award for publishing excellence and an Indie Excellence Award for notable new fiction, 2007. The Story of Sassy Sweetwater and Dancing Backward in Paradise received 5 Star ForeWord Clarion Reviews and The Story of Sassy Sweetwater was named a finalist for the ForeWord Book of the Year Awards. She has published in ESL Magazine, Christopher Street Magazine and has written early childhood curriculum for Weekly Reader and McGraw Hill.
Jane still lives on the upper west side of Manhattan right near Riverside Park where she takes her delightful dogs for a jog, Peanut and Carly. She comes home to her spouse of thirty years and her two cats, Sassy and Sweetie Pie.
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